So of course one of the first things I wanted to do when I found out I was pregnant again, was get another journal to start. Seriously, when you think about it, pregnancy goes by so fast, and I will not be able to remember a specific day what happened. But if I write it down, I can always go back to that. I have already referred to Lexi journal this time around to see if I'm feeling the same things I was feeling last time. And I plan on when they turn 16 or 18 to give them these journals. I plan to keep them up until then. Because no matter what happens and what fights we are bound to have...they will always know how much I loved them, and how much I wanted them. So for this entry I wanted to put my latest notes to Lexi and what I'm calling Baby B.
I'm going to call you that until I know if you're a boy or a girl--8 more weeks!!
We are 13 weeks today. You are the size of a peach--growing big!
Our first picture of you is so cute! You were waving at us!
Sometimes I think I can feel you moving, but I'm not sure. They say you can feel it better with your second pregnancy.
Lexi is so excited about you! She loves her big sister shirt. She already thinks you are a boy.
Mommy has been really sick. I hope all the stress and medicines aren't hurting you. The dr. says they are safe. Because I was in so much pain I got to go in and listen to you. Your heartbeat was in the 150s. Dr. Lakin (you will love her) says everythingn is good. She said I should start feeling better in a couple weeks. I sure hope so. But everything is so worth it for you.
I talk to you and sing to you in the car. I hope you recognize my voice.
Sorry about the bumps the other night. Sometimes your sister accidentally kicks me while she's asleep.
Keep growing and getting stronger!
I love you--Mommy
March 26, 2012
You grow so much every day. You are almost 3 and I can't believe it. I don't know if we will do Minnie Mouse or Tangled for your birthday party. It is starting to get warm now, but you always have to wear pants and socks! Silly girl! Mommy, Lexi, Nanny, and Poppy rode together to Grandma Judd's 88th birthday party. 4 hours in the car each way and you never whined. Everyone talked about how big and smart you are. Mommy and you shared a bed. It was fun! We watched Disney or Nick Jr. until we fell asleep. Then I smooched your face all night while you slept. Mommy has been really sick because of being pregnant. You love to take care of me. Telling me to go lay down and coming to check on me occassionally.
I love you so much big girl!
Now some pictures of my lovebugs: